stress of exam

pfuh..
finally it ends and leaves much uncertainities after all..
this semester is somehow more like a punishment for me,
feel so shy to Nabila for I used to have long talks on math with her, despite the fact that my math this semester is so pathetic, oh God..
Allah… it’s hard to believe that they gave us the discrete ones.. and that’s what U did, thank God.
oh math… I never see U hate me like this before…

Ugh… the reality could be more pathetic, but I hope not. For sure, the final project hasn’t finished yet and this is the last week before deadline.

simply makin LOVE....

studying in engineering college, U could hardly find out the different between cute girl and "cute" girl, I mean the bad one for the later. Its all because U live in an environment where ratio of male and female student is really out of ur mind. at the situation, I realize that there is an incompleted thing in me and alotta friends I got.

I need a female... simply, since Im a male.. and my age has reached 2o couple years ago.

this is kinda funny thing. I see alotta boys n girls around me can really enjoy their daily life in college... they enjoy math, Jims enjoys his ubuntu, Tar makin love with his scripts. those shitty boys in lab are busy with their damned control devices...

But wait,... don't u realize? we aint teenagers anymore, people says we're adult rightnow! do u know wat I'm talking about? it's about us, about our sexualities, girls.. boys.. dont U feel that U kinda in need of LOVE, I mean 'makin love'... about the relationship between us and us...

I feel kinda idiot everytime I realize about this fact, come on, Ben..I know U are good at math and almost every branch of sciences in this college, and I know that U 're 'alone' as well.. U need someone beside U... U need a secretary, which is a female. Ben I'm not joking U this time, U can't live before ur Samsung screen all the day. U need a woman, I mean we need women.. Yes this time! we better make some kinda talks with all friends we have. This might be the cause why math's never in love with me this semester, for it knows that I got an incompleted mission today, and if it was, we could solve our sexual problems or at least my own sexual problems. Which means we'd be able to see smiles on those shitty boys faces and our college would shine brighter than ever. Ben... U hear me..?

everyONE....!!!! we need to make a special discussion on this issue... NOW!!!!!